My Life....?

[eek-1]

"I've learnt that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think."

I've frequent comparing myself with others.  Makes me feel superior in some ways

i just scared an ant running around my lcd with my mouse cursor.. what a new invention..

Wait..wait, the guy's an ant?  Or did I miss something?

[yuii]

Wasted my secondary school life then... Noooooooooooooooo.........

But at least still have some fun memories.

y wasted?

[DayDreamerz]

Eek1 -~> Yeah I do compare myself with others. And yes it does make me feel superior (by doing the malaysian government style of comparison -> comparing with others weaker than them. )

Yuii -~> Cause didn't do much mar... You know me lar I tend to keep to myself. Go school study, at most after school/skip extra classes go cyber cafe play game only...

[yuii]

lol really? i only felt that it's too bad i didn't join more clubs and be more active. i join when required and always conform to the minimum requirements

but yes, i did enjoy my secondary life (minus the first 2 years, seriously can't recall what i mostly do @@) and i like my time there from form 3 - 5. as i mentioned previously, i met with few of my besties - and we had fun. i think nothing is more precious than to have found some really good friends. and secondary is the best place... when we enter college/ uni, things are different...

surely DD u have your pool of secondary friends that u keep in touch? and maybe your clique when u go recess, friends/ classmates who calls u up or take notes for you when you're absent from school etc... friends to sit together, to copy when you didn't complete your homework etc?!

[Shock]

i miss those days where raining, and those gal in baju kurung runing to canteen under the rain 

[yuii]

eeeeew perv!

girls' school -> much much much better XD XD XD and those were also the days where there's a lot of kakak angkat etc... getting a 'letter' under your desk after recess to find a senior wanting to be your 'sister'... receiving flower/ bookmark dedications from a wannabe 'pat-sister' or your junior ^___^ it was actually pretty fun dat time. thinking back, a bit les ^^;; ... i wonder if boys' school have it too? abang angkat?!

[cyan198]

wow that's new.. wont see that in indo

[SirViper]

we failed to go on....

she said....she dont want any relationship.....now i am stuck here alone.....

maybe its because i am inpatience........

oh well.....everything is fated that way.....

but we are still kor kor & mui mui which is a good thing.....cause....most people or couple....if they failed in relationship or anything....they sorta....dont talk to each other....or egnore or avoid each other.....

so yea....i guess......i am lucky.........and also unlucky.......

d@mn la......its like....knife stabbbbiiiinnng my heart rapidly and repeatly...
then....that night... i sorta.....punch the wall and my pillow.......and i got too hot, and my nose bleed on its own... =_=...

anyway...whats done is done... i cant change the past or anything....maybe this is just my fate...?

haiz......any idea....how to forget a girl....? 

[yuii]

aaaaaaaw come here... *pats on the head*

take a long soothing bath, drink up some hot milk/ chocolate/ milo and go to bed things will be better today.

you are still pretty hyped up about CF so it's not that bad actually ^^; and it's a good opportunity to get to know other people. like i said, open up your options, you're still so young... so many people to meet, so many other things to see... don't miss them all because of a heartbreak.

ps: i went to this presentation by Tesco (boss ask 2 go) - and gosh their Marketing Director (Caucasian, nonetheless), he is GORGEOUS!!! kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *scream!!!* .......now i know that lots of people sitting on the Tesco board of directors are mostly Caucasians. hm-mm i know they are a UK brand, but thought that there's a bit more locals...

[DayDreamerz]

lol really? i only felt that it's too bad i didn't join more clubs and be more active. i join when required and always conform to the minimum requirements

but yes, i did enjoy my secondary life (minus the first 2 years, seriously can't recall what i mostly do @@) and i like my time there from form 3 - 5. as i mentioned previously, i met with few of my besties - and we had fun. i think nothing is more precious than to have found some really good friends. and secondary is the best place... when we enter college/ uni, things are different...

surely DD u have your pool of secondary friends that u keep in touch? and maybe your clique when u go recess, friends/ classmates who calls u up or take notes for you when you're absent from school etc... friends to sit together, to copy when you didn't complete your homework etc?!

If I told you the facts I'm scared you'll cry for me.

Jason -~> Why so worried? People your age won't be getting married at least for another 5 years... Still lots of time... Enjoy first?

[yuii]

DD>> hahahahahaha if you don't throw in any special effect, i don't think i can shed a tear

[SirViper]

nvm...i still got peluang.....coz....she is still my little sister...which is a good thing..

[JaN_zIe]

That's always a safe route - be a petsis or petbro to someone in order to save yourself from broken friendships. Sounds childish and oh-so stupid, but sometimes, it works. I hope the same works for you Jason.

WHY ARE ALL THE 15 YEAR-OLDS THAT I KNOW ARE IN THIS EMO STATE NOW?! WEI..........BEH TAHAN

Must be the curse of the 15 year-olds.

(I was an emo wreck at your age too. Those were the days.)

How is she now?

[SirViper]

For some reason.... i think our relationship is even more better now.....@_@

last time.... i dont call her everyday.....and i dont call her to meet up at 7-11...

now its like

everyday calling her at night.........talking...& laughing.......and almost everyday meeting up at 7-11 lol...!!!